hmm, less irritated today, got a fairly apologetic email back off my pseudo-landlord. looks like i can change back out of combat mode.

i've started up a journal thingy on efemera. not quite sure really, i think i was just amused by the way john had one. it's weird because only other people with efemera accounts will be able to read it, and i don't know most of them. and there's a fair selection of the ones i do know that i don't actually like. so there you go. maybe it's some sad subconscious attention seeking thing or something. anyway i'm still going to keep this blog going of course. if there's going to any kind of divergence between the two, maybe the efemera journal will become the place where i can go off into rants about people and places or my general miserabilism. i've started trying to avoid a lot of that here as i've become aware of it's "public domain-ness". whereas the only people who'll read my journal on efemera will be people i either already know or don't give a toss about (and often both). or something.

so, does that mean this blog will become a bit more light-hearted and whinge-free? fuck knows.