jesus, too much stuff to write about here. not even sure if i want to write about it here

hmm, going to think about this

anyway, i'm disappointed in people, for a change. and i guess that includes myself. i don't think i acted badly, but i probably could have been smarter about stuff

but i don't think avoiding confrontation at all costs is a healthy way to live your life. sure, you should try to be nice to people. it's good to try not to argue and want to get on with others. but sometimes you should fucking argue with people if they're being shitty to you. i don't believe in blindly forgiving, especially when the people in question aren't remotely sorry for what they did

ah well

anyway, got my mind off things tonight at the gregson, had a nice time watching old people (and a small child) jump around like they were in that electrified room out of Cat's Eye, and finally met rob!